“Since last year I got deeper into meditation, my favorite ones since a long time are the kaula tantric / shiva shakti and the Tao tantric / microcosmic orbit. But this time I got deeper into Kriya yoga.

I was always fascinated about it since I read “autobiography of a yogi” when I first started practicing yoga but even if I was constant for the last year, I didn’t feel much.

I was wondering why it was not working but I decided to keep going as I felt guided by a higher power. One day as I was meditating I surrendered and practiced without any expectations, and then all of a sudden I experienced different layers of consciousness and a shift in reality.

Last time I was meditating in a group I experienced a joy & bliss that I never felt before and in that moment with tears falling down my eyes I felt turning inside out as if I was experiencing the reality of the causal world. It is a long way still but now I know that is the best investment I can do in this life.

Meditation is now for me one of the most beautiful ways for self realization as it’s also our birthright to realize that we are that, that loving bliss of a divine pure awareness 🤍”

“All that fire, all that pain.

Perhaps the visit from my ex through this thinning veil was more about me than them not being able to move on? I had to do some serious inventory here and allow the crystals and trance-like state to bring up these feelings to even expose them. I needed help getting rid of them because my growth as a partner will depend on it.

Once I had identified this pain, I noticed it sitting on my heart, like a scar. It felt foreign and not meant to be there. I asked Santa Muerte to help me, in which she confirmed simply as pain. I asked her to take it from me and she willingly did.

I then energetically removed my old skin, and handed it off to her to throw onto the pile to burn.

I invite you to do the same.”

New writing today for a full moon ritual by yours truly, Erika Fortner of #thehouseoftwigs Q. Meb – Queen Meb and Keven Craft Rituals – ‘Kəvən

Chiron, Saturn, and Mars; A Ritual to Shed Your Skin with the Full Moon